When I look at you I see love,
I see my future,
I see the rest of my life.
When I look at you and I'm feeling down,
you bring me up again.
When I think of you,
I think about you,
I think about our memories together.
when I think of you.
I think about how much I love you
and how much I will keep loving you.
In your arms is where I want to be,
I can't seem to feel too close to you lately.
Do you want to me go or do you want me to stay?
What am I to do?
You've got me torn between the two.
I miss your touch,
I miss your kisses and your hugs,
I miss the smell of your skin.
Basically I just miss you so so much.
I remember the day you said you couldn’t do this anymore as it was the same cycle going round and round for the past 3 years. Everyday we argue and it’s like that’s all we ever do anymore.
I stood there on the cold, dark winters evening outside the house. Different cars were driving by. I looked at each one with tear-filled eyes, hoping one of them would be yours. The clouds started to break and rain drops started falling down on me. I frantically started searching for an umbrella in my black handbag. I’d left it at home in a hurry. The rain started to get heavier, it staled through my hair and began to drip down my face. I looked at the time, hoping you could turn up any second.
I wanted to leave but something told me to stay, something inside me said “Stay a little longer, he will be here soon”. Just a few minutes, I waited this long, a little longer won’t hurt. Droplets formed on my glasses, my vision was blurred. I took my glasses off to wipe them clean. With my not so perfect vision, i looked up and saw an average tall shape walking towards me. He must have been looking at me too. I tried to squint and see a face but it was pointless. My vision was not able to see the face clearly.
My heart started to beat faster as he got close to me. He walked straight past me without even noticing me. It wasn’t him. Hours passed, the rain had come and gone. It was getting into the night now.
I continued to wait, I missed him but I guess he didn’t.
I wish for one moment, just one.
I want to be wrapped up tight in your arms.
To feel your warm breath whisper to my heart.
To feel your kisses touching my skin.
To have that full sensation that I have longed for.
But I don’t know how long I can wait for.
So all I want is you to come by my side, slip into my bed.
Hold me tight.
Through the night
Rest my head on your chest.
Love me right
I promise I won’t bite.
We’ll love each other now
and we’ll continue to love each other forever.
I’m sorry for hurting you,
and making you cry my boo.
I’m sorry for the things I said and did,
I know it’s nothing to kid.
I am to blame for the tears I see,
I know they won’t go away like a bee.
I am to blame for the anger,
I know it’s not a dream, it’s for real.
I’m sorry for the pain that’s running through your veins.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
People that are close to me would be able to comment on this in more detail than me. I don’t want to sound like I am boasting about it.